I consider myself an existencial nihilist aswell as an ethical nihilist. I find myself agreeing with Nietzsche's description of nihilism when it comes to morals and the complete lack of purpose and value in the universe, but I've never understood why he has to go all "EVERYTHING DESERVES TO BE DESTROYED! ALL MUST DIE!". I don't understand why a nihilist would believe in the concept of "deserving things" to begin with. If there are no universal morals or ethical values, how would one manage to deserve something? He says that a nihilist is not only a person who desires to destroy everything, but also a person who actually goes out and destroy things. What does nihilism really have to do with destruction? I don't see the connection.