today i was asked an interesting question. right now today would i fight and die for what i believed in? i knew what he meant when he asked. if i would be willing to fight against america. my answer which i truly meant was yes.

this worries me. have i know been enraged so much that i would now be prepared to fight the war i have always said was coming?

i knew it was coming i knew at one point i and others would be pushed too far. but i never realised that had already happened.

i'm not going to act on any feelings of revolt i feel. i don't want to be a lone nut. but i know now that today i would have been willing to fight the war i was afraid off.

would anyone else be willing to fight and die for what they believe in if asked to do so today?