Yes, now I'm paranoid. If I eat, I might forget how and choke. Or, I might forget how to swallow air! And maybe, in forgetting how to swallow, I'll just choke, for no other reason than my bodies a real bitch.

I have a friend who says they had an eating disorder when they were younger. They just couldn't make themself swallow. But, as insensitive as it is, she's kinda fat, anyway. So maybe more good than harm done? And besides, she loves to make out she had a screwy up-bringing. 'Cause she's a dumbass