8-25-01

My parents are major alcoholics, They drink up to the point where they don't know what's happening... I wouldn't care if they drank little alcohol, but they affect me by being drunk, They wonder why I don't respect them... Who would respect a drunk person?... I don't know why they drink so much? To get away from reality, Or to get away from my family and I? I wish that my dad and mom would stop drinking whatsoever... I guess they don't know how much it hurts my sister, brother and me. It also has been brought that alcohol has made my parents fight more... My mom was brought to tears by my insensitive, foolish, bastard of a father that I have.

He insults my mom, me, and the rest of my family. If I ever have a wife, I wouldn't treat her the way that my father does... As far as being my father, He is only blood related to me. That bastard wouldn't even call his own mother to see that she is alright after major surgery. I also think that bastard is cheating on my mother... I hate my father. Period. Obviously, I will be moving out of the house the day I turn 18. I want to get as far away from that bastard as soon as possible. I just hope that I'll treat my wife and kids inverse of that my father treated my mom and my siblings.