Whatever the :bou::bou::bou::bou::bou: day it is
Now
Ugh. Just ugh. That's all I have to say. I'm tired. Very very tired. Just...of everything. School starts soon so that's going to make me miserable. Mom has switched into super bitch mode. Summer's already over. I dunno...I'm just tired. I'm sick of not having any friends in the real world. Online friends are great but I want something real...and I can't have it. It's awful...I have to go to a new school now to make matters worse. I just want to go upstairs, fall asleep...and not wake up. Not to die...just to be asleep forever....that's all that I want. To sleep...I want to get away from the pain forever and live a peaceful life of nothing. That's all I'll ever amount to anyways. So why can't I live a life like it? I am nothing so why can't I be nothing? Ugh...I'm tired. I think it's sleep time.
