08.26.01

Wow, a lot sure has happened since I last posted, and, of course, I came out having nothing. Business as usual.
Went to a party last night. Not very many people came.. 2 couples. That also reminded me of something: I'm the only single one out of my friends. Oh, yay. What perfect timing for someone to throw that in my face. I had convinced myself that I was okay, but today was a reminder that I'm not. I still cry every time I here "I Will Remember You" by Sarah Mclachlan.
I got told I annoy people today. Yeah, like I need to deal with that right now.. Oh well, I have to anyway. Sometimes I wonder if people think about how their actions effect people at all. I'm thinking no.
I've decided to go back into swimming. It's a good way to get out frustractions, for me at least. Not this summer though, maybe next, or in the winter. I haven't quite decided. It doesn't make much difference though. The world doesn't stop for the broken hearted, no matter how much you want it to.