I am unable to respond to any posts as of 2:58 pm on December 5, 2005. I have taken it upon myself to dig myself a hole, crawl into it, and die, miserable and alone. This comes after the harsh words of one CaZ!, whom referred to me as 'repulsive'. After Googling the word with Google images, I came up with <a href=http://dailyablution.blogs.com/photos/blogpictures/nigella.jpg>this</a> picture, which depicts a mildly attractive housewife cooking noodles. This came as a disheartening shock to me as I've always seen myself as a well-built 20-year-old playing cards. Since my world has been shattered, I have decided to leave you all in lew of cooking noodles in a pink blouse for the rest of my life. Goodbye cruel world.