Originally Posted by
Lenna
I never said EoFF comes last, and Rye stop trying to pick an argument, you know just as well as I do that many people dropped out of this project, which put even more strain on me as I was trying to find replacements for this. Hence asking those still part of it if they would be willing to do more than one job when finished what else they were doing.
EoFF was part of my life, but moving out here became more of a struggle when things went sour while living with Daniel. So it was more important for me to find somewhere else. In that circumstance, yes EoFF had to come last. but in all due respect, it was not my fault. Things went wrong but just because of that, throwing critisism at me for a stupid and pointless argument is hardly necessary. It was not my fault that people backed out and it was not my fault that my life got alot harder for me during that time. I couldn't tell the future, I didn't know I was going to have troubles further on during the project did I? So how can you blame me for starting this up and then backing out? I put A LOT of effort into starting this up and I put alot of effort into it when it first came out.
As I said before, I spent ages and AGES, not to mention hours sat at my computer, fixing the coding and trying to get it all together for the first issue to come out. There was a lot of things I had to change and fix. I stayed up most nights even on college days trying to do it. So don't you dare tell me I put no effort into this, because you don't know the half of it. Just because you get it so easy doesn't mean that everyone else does.
So when you have problems in your life I hope you realise it isn't all perfect, and it isn't as easy to juggle 2 lives. Because the net and real life are different. If you can't see that then you are even more naive than you think.