I am 18 years old. At 6 years old my parents brook up and some things happened to me. I was very hurt and I attempted sudicide. I backed down from it. Later on in life I can still remember how weak I was to attempt such a thing. I remember that choice more than why I was so depressed to try such a thing. Hurt feelings can go away with time , but we can't ever forget who we are unless we are going to change. So don't be some one like that.

I think that everyone here and all of there families would agree with:
If you are experiencing a hard time in your life now, there will still be good times to come and you have the potential to make those times good even when they were 1st looking bad

Later on in life , as I remembered the decision to attempt sudicide, the idea is what made me feel less signifacant. The idea that I was going to use one solution one option to end it all. I am an individual I can handle my problems in any manner . A manner that is precious and unique to me, and if I can't handle it alone I always have my family and friends to help me. Killing myself due to one problem one soultion doesnt display any courage to a character. I choose to be an indvidual because I choose to live and it is in my character to live each day however I want to try to . I try to live it the best I can with the brightest out look I CAN .

AS I look at the decision now as I am sitting here typing alive, I realize all of the challenges and things I have faced in life, and sudicide is the most weakest and easiest decision I've ever considered making.

Our actrions defind who we are that is why if you kill yourself you are going to die sad in a whole...if you stand up for yourself and believe in yourself you can live a happy life , and if you take good loving care of yourself you will live a life as long as it is possible.

Talk to other peers of yours, forget that girl that messes with your head if there is one....

She isnt worth these feelings (if she is there)

People will care for you if you care for yourself , be a character in life.
Because if you don't care about yourself and you try to kill yourself..how do you consider this living? Life is to be lived out to its fullest. Bring yoiurself out into the open. You know who you are, discover what happiness it can bring you. You are alive. God or whatever force you want to believe in has given you life. If you are considering sucidie then you are only considering the worse and most extreme soltuon for a problem that has a millionth more potential solutions to help you get over it. Talk to family, be a character, live be an individual! THIS IS LIFE! WE ALL KNOW HOW YOU FEEL .


If you need anyone to talk to we are all here. I suggest talking verbally to your family as well.

I hope this helps.
Remember death should never be a choice because it is nothing in the end. NOTHING.

This is just adressed to anyone that reads it....thank you for letting me share.