First, I would ask him, Why all the good things I did in the past always got me kicked in the face, and if those would even count, because if all the good things that never got noticed and/or ended up never coming around to give me the good side of the karma scale didn't count, I lost, so I would go see family and stuffs.
It depends on if being a nice person and giving really matters in the long run. Because at this point, it seems like the ruthless are winning.