I really don't know. God does what he wills to do. This isnt all about being anynmous 12 year old in a movie....if you read the whole post you would know what this is about.....anyways.....Originally Posted by nik0tine
Maybe the good in your hearts will help everyone else grow in faith even if it doesnt help me.Prayer is a magical healing power , always,sometimes not in the gain that one was looking for but it certainly helps people to grow in faith. We pray for people to get better and to overcome sicknesses in church. Prehaps some of you would consider me selfish to ask for your prayers, but I have been depressed for many many years and I am asking for all my fellow catholics if not to pray for me thinking that I'lll get better to atleast pray for me to allow Jesus and God into your hearts. Trust me it will feel good to do so.
AS for what most of you probably think, I will tell people I was in the movie,because it will mean alot to me, and I will tell people about it. For the most part only to people who have been through a painfull child hood or "hard" life like me, because it will give them something to look up to maybe. I mean it wouldn't be like I was famous or like I became a star but... If I did get in, I would not braq about it. I would simply just be happy about it and share to others in my excitment. I hardly have an ego at all, only when I am trying to help people or compete do I have an ego... I usually just live and "try" to be happy. It's been real hard to overcome my social illness and such and if you read this thread over again, it is the main point of the thread. If you show me love and generous caring it will help me to grow in my religious faith and in my adoration of the humane loving heart.
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