I'm not joking. They are all phony. I just got done watching a short clip on the Internet of some kids and adults fighting like crazy, and all I could see in each one of those clips in insecurity and cowardice. People think it takes violence to determine worth as a person, and think that they are all bad asses because they got into a fight. Look at me, I took some smurfing wild swings and when I got lucky, I actually hit something. Good going, jerk off. And to top it all off, people are impressed by this bull cookies. God that really pisses me off.
As a karate student, and seeing some pretty uneducated fighting going on there, I see myself more and more often being tempted into fighting one of these losers. Granted, I have only been in one fight (won it but still by no means think it was the right thing to do and I regret it), but I have enough experience and endurance to hold myself quite a long time in a fight. But every time I think of wanting to get into a fight, it reminds me of how much I don't want to get into a fight, because you know it's wrong, but the thrill of it wants you to fight. And then again, I want to get into a fight because of that imaginary and brief social hierarchy people tend to notice when you get into a fight. People like to dominate. It's because they are insecure with themselves. Man, I feel pretty insecure right now.
That pisses me off too.
Well, discuss about morals of fighting or whatever, and what pisses you off. If you want to see the video, let me put a big, RED, bold notice saying something like WARNING: USE BETTER JUDGEMENT WHEN WATCHING OTHER HUMAN BEINGS BEAT EACH OTHER UP, AND USE IT AS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE, AND SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF NOT USING WHAT YOU SEE HERE TO BEAT OTHER PEOPLE UP. IT'S WRONG. Yeah something like that.
Man, that pisses me off too.