When I think to myself, I guess you could say that I 'hear' the essence of my voice in my mind.

I don't smoke. Smoking is not suicide because the majority of people who do it do not wish to die. If smoking is suicidal, then by the same logic you can claim that anyone who eats at a fast food restaurant is suicidal. Tobacco products offer a relaxing and enjoyable experience and have manufacturers who are regulated by government sanctions (as opposed to drug manufacturers).

-LYCHON