I understand i have a long way to go.
That is why i ask for aid,is it not obvious?
also,i believe most did not say anything serious.
Void,i apologize for my conduct.it was...a temporary lapse in the reflecting pool of my mind.
Sometimes people act very foolish and incite things like this,i will do better to control that.
also,i very much understand my path's difficulty,and my life IS incredibly rough,and i DO care about this,which is why i asked you all.i remember stating in several of my posts laconically that i need straight answers...but christmas,oyu have defiled that wish...

anyways,i would appreciate it if this post could be set back on course...