Its wierd, because now I've finally finished school, and have no real commitments, I guess I should be really happy, but I guess I'm not, simply because I'm not content, I feel bored and unchallenged every single day, and find it hard to stimulate myself(unsexually), and find most of the people I know painfully boring (note I said most, some of rather fun to be with), I feel as if my whole life is mess, everything in my life is temporary and I feel very unstable, I guess I'm going through some mid life crisis at the age of 16 because I haven't done anything with my life and I don't know what I'm going to do.
The only thing I've got which I can fall back on is my band which is on the verge of splitting up and I really don't know if I can be bothered to join or form a knew one.
I am highly irritable because of my "man cramps" and I love going clothes shopping with money I don't have which shows that I am becoming more reliant on material possesions to make myself happy.

Wow, I'm surprised how much I managed to write.
Btw, I guessed the secret word in chat today, it was wrote.
That made me happy.