Damn...

I feel so friggin' utterly miserable. Today I had a date with a girl that I have liked for a long time. I have liked her for a looooooooooong time and I was looking forward to taking her out.

When I met her, she said something else came up and she cancelled on me, right there and then. On the spot. It was so depressing.

Right now I feel sad and upset. I haven't felt this bad for a long time.

I just wanna cry