Y'know... Maybe Ultimecia is another lost fragment of Ihadurca? Or maybe their cousins.

Ihadurca is the primary antagonist of another game I was playing while drudging through FFVIII. So off and on I played FFT and "Evil Zone" otherwise more commonly known as "Eretzvaju".

Ihadurca is "The Absolute Existence"; she can exist in multiple dimensions at the same time. In the game we focus on Lea's incarnation in the world of I-Praseru. Her original name was Ihadurca Il Immella and was a court magician in a state of I-Praseru before Lea possesed her. She was sealed away by the inhabitants of I-Praseru. Recently she has been nearing escape from Evil Zone therefore the people of I-Praseru began to summon warriors from other dimensia to destroy her.

As we play through the story mode of Ihadurca's story, we discover that Ihadurca isn't necessarily 'evil' but more so feared by others. This eventually drives her, IMHO, not 'insane' but more just fed-up with all these 'heroes' coming to kill her only on the provocation of fear.

I see Ultimecia in the same sense that maybe it was the Sorceress Power that ultimately just did not want to end. I know all about the arguments of whether the Sorceress Power was sentient and I'd rather not get into that because it's talking about something we can never be sure of, much like most of FFVIII's questionable story.

I personally do not think that Ultimecia was 'evil' but simply driven mad despair. She apparently knew that she was the last line in the succession and that her death would not be 'peaceful'. This is why after murderous rampages of "SeEdS Must DiE!" she is remorseful in the end after failing to make "The Everlasting Moment" aka "Time Compression".

Be she Rinoa or no, I think she simply just didn't want to die... Just like Ihadurca...

Even her episode lists seem to me closely to Ultimecia...

* Episode 1: "Gorgeous Goddess" (vs Ihadulca)
* Episode 2: "Unique" (vs Erel)
* Episode 3: "That's Why I Am Alive" (vs Keiya)
* Episode 4: "The Corruption Of Esperanto" (vs Linedwell)
* Episode 5: "Pentration Mark Or The Second Original Sin" (vs Danzaiver)
* Episode 6: "Hiding The Feeling And Enduring The Pain" (vs Alty)
* Episode 7: "Why, Did I Say Why?" (vs Gally)
* Episode 8: "The Name Of Ihadurca Il Imella" (vs Midori)
* Episode 9: "Memory Is Like A Kaleidoscope" (vs Setsuna)
* Final Episode: "Do You Still Cherish The Memory Of That Day in Your Heart?" (vs Kakurine)

So there ya go, Ultimecia was another version of Ihadurca... No... Not at all... But it was something that crossed my mine when I was going through my old PS game box... (sigh) memories... Y'know I'm not serious about this, right? It was just a thought that crossed my mind...


Now there some things I wonder if Ultimecia actually made emotional bonds with the Sorceresses she possessed, like when Rinoa possessed Adel, she said that she "was" young Adel... That's another endless rant because we don't know what she experienced. Maybe Ultimecia fell in love with Squall via Rinoa. There's nothing to support this at all... but it's just a thought... And this leads me to another thought.

Why out of all the Sorceresses that follow Sorceress Rinoa does/ can she only possesses with Rinoa and Edea without the help of Ellone...

My guess is that she can possess Edea so readily because Sorceress Edea is ultimately whom she passes her power to... Which questions how did she possess Rinoa over time and space.

She only needed Ellone to find Sorceresses preceeding Sorceress Adel's reign but could take control of everyone with the Reign of Rinoa/Edea's time. This is going to turn into another bit of 'evidence' to support but don't bother. I just consider it something to wonder about and have fun with.

Another thing I find funny is how this story mirrors itself just like the White/Black Wings Motiff...

Sorceress Edea had a love of her life who could have been her knight, but she and he are seperated and she turns 'evil'. As speculated by most R=U supporters. But how could Rinoa turn evil if Squall is here Knight? Well I see it like this....

Sorceress Edea has a 'pseudo-Knight' in the form of Seifer "The Chaser of Hopeless Dreams"

Now even though Siefer is or is a former member of Balamb Garden, his fellow Balamb Gardern SeeDs attack him. I believe the same thing could happen to Squall and Rinoa because SeeDs kill Sorceresses which I think is just asinine. (Boy did I open myself up with that one).


But anyway, this again makes me think that Rinoa and Squall could be persecuted through generations whether she becomes Ultimecia or not or until she passes on her Sorceress Power.

Now, I want to make it clear that I'm not trying to 'prove' anything but just saying what I think because apparently no matter I say it's just going to get sliced and diced for no reason other than something as petty as

"No. Seriously. You are not funny. It is in your best interests to stop attempting to be witty."

Or

"Congratulations, you've just won the idiot of the month award."

And on and on..

I was serious when I said I was trying out a new quote, it came to me when I visited the local arcade that day and people have come to expect me to say or do something to the effect of making them laugh. If I've done that, my job is done. I thought I'd try it out here to lower the tension and show I have a sense of humor as well. The insult was totally uncalled for. Whoever you are... he's another quote I've been tossing around and people like it so far... "You getta STFU".

That's just petty and makes it pointless for me to even say anything if all that's gonna happen is that I get insults like that.

I like and speak about the R=U theory because it requires imagination. I don't see anything wrong with thinking or believing it no more than not believing in it. People treat this like it's a sin to imagine something that could be... Or just to imagine at all. There is no supporting 'official' evidence for it or against it. I say let it go, because the ending much like most the story is just spawning more questions than answers.

Maybe I am Ultimecia... Don't bother... I was playing the violin myself before you even thought about it... LOL

And so...

MOMMY, PUT THE KIDS TO BED AND BREAK OUT THE WHIPS AND CHAINS! DADDY'S HOME!!! (I tried that one today, it went well... Well recieved)