Christmas :heart:

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I hate Christmas, last year sucked, my family were horrible, and when I got home from my aunts, I discovered my bedroom had been raided and some of my stuff stolen. (I love my step family so very much.)

I used to love Christmas when I was really tiny, I have a picture of me and my Grandad on Christmas day on my shelf, but after him being really ill, it kind of ruined Christmas for me forever cause I have such bad memories of that time of year.

I always liked that kitty.

Anyways, my grandad was also very ill durring christmas and well all the time and lived with us and christmas became yucky for me too due to many reasons....My grandad was like a father to me and it would hurt me to describe how his demise went about.

I knowexactly what you mean, my grandad was like a father to me too, (considering mine was an alcoholic ass who left 2 months before I was born and never came back). I lived with my Gradad and my Nan till I was 7 and had 7 years of great Christmases, then he got ill and gradually got worse, it made Christmas really suckie.

Yah I know the feeling of seeing them get ill Did he smoke like mine did? Anways if I keep going on hating they may well "terminate" me here. So Im out for now.

My dad did some bad things to me too...well I dont know if your old man hit you or what not but my father was .....HAHAHA


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