UNDERSTANDABLE?! Good lord, I hope they don't give you a driver's license or we're all doomed! "Well, I just had a really good day but since I'm a nihilist I think I'm going to commit vehicular manslaughter. TOTALLY makes sense!"
I want you to do the following things:
a. Think about an analogy that even comes close to the point I made to try and make satire out of it because that one...failed horribly.
b. Look up what it means to be egocentric. Egocentrism and narcissism prioritize the self above everything. You ARE the most beautiful thing in the world and you love it. You ARE the center of the universe. Your impending doom means that universe itself does not deserve to exist any longer. Should you perish, the world should persih.
c. Strive for something your entire life. Think, breathe, taste and orgasm to the thought of your attaining yoru heart’s desire. Then you finally do one day. Then you are told you have a rare heart condition and you’ll be dead in 24 hrs. Your ENTIRE life, the very core of your existence and what you’ve worked so hard for is
meaningless. Are you telling me you can’t see yourself or any other person snapping if that happened?