Quote Originally Posted by Yeargdribble View Post
I will be the first to admit that this game turns people into pessimistic assholes. I witnessed it from people who were higher and had started earlier than I had. I still get excited about updates every time they come around. However, I take them with a dose of reality which results in pessimism.
That sums me up as well. Though, I am trying to reform. The change in personality happenned so gradually I didn't even notice. I signed on back on March 24 of 04 for the PS2 release with naive hopes, and I saw the world of Vanadiel through rose colored glasses. I've always had fun, but my perceptions of the game and how I dealt with people changed quite a bit over time. In time, I knew my place, and I knew everyone elses' place, and like a Hindu caste system, I became molded into a sort of Vanadiel 10 Commandments personified. Reading forums and dealing with people who knew all the "rules" made me a rulebook. If anyone knows a retailer in the Al Zahbi region that sells rose colored glasses, send me a /tell. My old ones are stained with crud and I can't see any light.