I guess that when I need cheering up I always listen to depressing music, but then most of my music is depressing, I also tend to quote lyrics or speeches when I cannot find my own words. Which is often I have so often said some lines that some of my mates used to call me a walking cliche but it's good natured, right now theres a million lyrics in my head and all of them cover another side of the emotions I have. I can't describe anything about it but I am confused.