I can't stand the thought of hitting another person, whether it was a person I got a long with (and was arguing with) or a person I disliked; let alone killing them. I keep thinking of my family, and friends. What would be my reason to kill another person? Anger? Revenge? I can't think of any reasons that aren't related to one or both. The thought of someone hurting or murdering people close to me makes me think of the loved ones of this person that I would be killing, even if they hurt me beyond what my mind and body could take; what would be my excuse to put their families and friends through all that torture?

People have been saying that they might kill in self-defence. I don't really know about that. Maybe my imagination has gone down hill lately, but I don't really know what I would do if I was in a position where I needed to defend myself. I can't remember a time where I seriously had to. So I can't really comment on this.