I went to a funeral of a family friend. I was actually quite depressed anyway at the time, and it made me feel worse, but I wanted to honour that person and her spirit.

I went to a great-aunt's funeral as well.

Since then I've avoided them. I'm not depressed anymore and I don't want to go to something that might trigger another unbalance.

My funeral is going to be orchestrated in a way that will have people laughing rather than crying. I don't know how I'm going to do it. Maybe I'll get a comedian to make jokes about me.