Here we go, diary. I have some stuff to write about.

I have just begun to realize how being lonely and depressed feels. This move all the way from home has struck me hard and left me with nothing but sorrow. The only thing that comforts me now is internet buddies and, well, video games. For the first time in my life, I've started thinking about how life sucks. My parents are pretty supportive at times, yet at others they act like complete jerks. I can't even look at my sister in a mean way without my mom screaming at me! And that little twerp is just soooo annoying.

What a difference in the weather. In Oregon, the days were hot, yet the mornings were a damp cold. In Alaska, there is now snow on the ground. It's just plain cold all day, which sucks because I don't have the right clothes to go outside if I want to. I've moved so many times before, but this one has been the worst move ever. I've left the best of friends, the best school, etc. I miss playing basketball with Amanda and Stephanie, our favorite sport. It was still quite enjoyable, even though Stephanie never made any efforts to actually play, she just kind of stood there and watched Amanda and me play one-on-one. *sighs* Oh well, nothing I can do about it.

Just thought I'd let out a tiny bit of anger, but expect more diary! I'm only just starting! I know my life could be a lot worse, but still...I'm going through rough stuff.

~Crystal