I was going to do complete everything then gave up. Then I started trying again yesterday. I looked up the Tournesol and laughed my cheese-grinder off because that thing is ridiculous. It took me forever just to get the ingredients for the goddamn Ultima Blade.

I want to kill Omega Mark but I hate that goddamn place. Even with a map the whole thing just hurts my face. I don't even have all the Espers D:

This really makes me sad, because I used to perfect things when I was a teenie. I mean, everybody was 99 and I had all the stuff and all the bosses down and I never got bored with it.

But now...That horrible feeling of it being pointless creeps up on me. I just keep feeling like I should move on and do something else because there's no reason to kill the same monsters over and over again hoping for loot or trying to beat these bosses. I wonder what happened