I'm frustrated that I always get in trouble for "making my sister upset" when she starts something and says mean things and I just defend myself. My parents say, which I just heard, "why do you have to argue with her? Why not just ignore it. You made her upset" I'm sitting there baffled like. Wth, I was the one who was getting picked on! "Just don't say anything" like it's okay for her to be a jerk but not okay for me to respond and defend myself.

Story of my freaking life. I get in trouble for replying to things directed at me that are in a rude tone or manner. Then I look like the bad guy fro responding. It's like "Are you people crazy!? Did you just not see what they just did?!" "well you made it worse by responding" So people can go around insulting or being rude all they want, it's okay unless you respond. Then you're the one who's wrong. How dare you get mad at someone being a jerk to you! That's totally your fault. You responded and made them upset even though they were the one to instigate it and you're just defending yourself.

It's stupid and I'm frustrated with both of my parents and my sister.

FRUSTRATED. I feel like i'm taking crazy pills all the time. Like what is wrong with people! Combine this with the drama of guildies I had last night because I was given gear cause I won a roll and they wanted it but didn't win it so they threw a fit because they REALLY wanted it and somehow I was in the wrong for winning a randomized roll? I'm just like is no one in the world an adult or can no one think logically? Like what the hell is going on?!

I'm going crazy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh