i fear death.
i fear dying of an accident. i fear dying because of a disease. i fear dying of old age.
i fear it because it is inevitable. i often think about it at night and it gives me a little panick attack and yet i cant really keep my mind off it for a long time. its always there in the back of my mind.

i feel stupid for it, being 23, i shouldnt be worrying about it yet.
i am also afraid that this thought will consume me when i get older.