I legitimately feel like I am not mathematically inclined. Numbers and calculations do not register to me on a large or complicated scale. Also, I have bad dyslexia when it comes to numbers. I'm not sure why it's limited to numbers, but I can be looking at them, reading them directly, and completely mix them up. It's awful.

When you're bad at something and you have difficulty understanding it, it makes you like doing it a lot less.