Shaibana

So im about to graduate (wel boe -freaking hoe)
While i see everyone around me like 'OMG grats u graduated im so happy for you blablabla', i honestly cant care less

Im doing school in Animal care.
when i started i was all exited, and school was fun!
every week we went to a company or something to take a look. and most of the lessons were actualy fun :o
2nd year.. we did somethine once a month. the lessons were ok.

3rd year i lost all motivation.
we did nothing anymore, the lessons truly werent interesting.
it had no consequences at all if you didnt finish something, and i kinda need that to get me motivated.
thank god for my internship.. if i didnt had to go here 2 days a week i would already have quited
everyday that i was at school i had the feeling that i came for nothing.

4th and last year year.. ''wtf am i doing here'' i ask myself.
i started this year with 8 weeks of my normal internship. there were no lessons since these 8 weeks were actualy ment for Foreign Internship.
after those 8 weeks i went to Sweden, internship with sledge dogs, best days of my life .
alot op ppl already quited, so 2 classes joined and this whole year ive seen them maybe 5-6 times.

So im about to graduate (just 2-3 more weeks). and with that my Studiefinancing stops, And my 'free traveling'
Wich really sucks bcaus i dont see myself getting a job that easely :o

My Bf lives 1,5 hour traveling away. normaly could get there and back for 10 euro's,
i can travel fro free during the week. so i go there on friday night, and go back on sunday.
but when i graduade that advantage stops too. wich meens i can only see him if he comes here since without the discount it'll cost me 20 euro's just to get there


So the selution:
get a job
get a buscard, so i can travel with 40% discount.

Wish me luck!