When I was a younger foa I updated a livejournal pretty regularly. And it was always just so much bitching. I look back now and cringe about it because what the hell. Count your smurfing blessings. So I told myself that I wasn't going to ever do that again because I didn't want to continue to be that person. That being said, I'm generally a person who likes stress, thrives under a deadline, etc. I measure stress like... running headlong towards a brick wall. Some ...