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  1. Woohoo! Two dollars!

    So far this month I made two dollars (not counting tax) off my blog. Yeah, I know, that's not a lot of money. It's not the amount that has me excited, it's the fact that this is money I actually earned that has me happy. Never really had a job before this (not proud of it just telling the truth) so knowing that something I put work into is generating even a little money is a nice feeling. Plus, with the money I already have in the bank and the cash money I've been holding onto I have a moderately ...
  2. Okay, I'm Good.

    Alright, finally feeling a bit better these days. I figure that if you guys have to put up with extremely negative blogs, I should report when I am feeling happier. Since I made a list of bad random thoughts, I'll list some good things now.

    *Been playing a table top game with friends I met through my girlfriend. It is an original game created by one of her friends that me and several other people been helping play testing. According to the creator, I am apparently very good at it ...
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  3. I'm Here!

    I got in Saturday night.

    We had dinner at a Filipino restaurant and just went home afterwards..

    Yesterday, we had lunch at Jollibee's and went to the AT&T store and had dinner at this Mexican place around the corner. It was really good though most of it was american ish food written in Spanish.

    It started snowing pretty hard while we were eating, but Jay said they consider that to be just a light flurry. I was like "o.o .... This is a blizzard ...

    Updated 02-10-2014 at 02:01 PM by noxious.sunshine

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  4. There were only two survivors in the final days

  5. No Still smurf You, Mom.

    I can't get over it.

    I try so hard and for the most part, I'm as okay as I can be.

    But I'm still pissed off and hurt. And it will -never- go away.

    I know I've talked about this before, but I can't help it..

    But then I think about our last conversation and how I literally broke down in tears because she didn't call me or invite me to go along to go see my aunt and the other time she was in town and said "Oh, I just didn't think about it." ...
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  6. 3 Days.

    ... Until I leave for NYC.

    I'm even more nervous and apprehensive about it now than I before.

    I'm worried about leaving my dad behind & alone to fend for himself (my sister can't/won't physically check on him daily). ... And I already know that he wants me to stay.

    I'm worried that I won't find a job & it won't work out & I'll just be screwed again.

    Either way... I'm stuck. If I don't go, I'll never know- maybe it'll work out for the ...
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  7. Radom Thoughts

    *I really need a drink
    *If I wasn't at work, I would have let some sort of emotional collapse happen
    *Not looking forward to driving home in the snow
    *I have reached the point where I feel screaming to release negative emotion is pointless
    *Days like this make me question if I have even made any positive progress over the years
    *I know it's uncool to admit these type of things on the internet, but whatever, make fun of me. Anything you say or think can't even come ...
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  8. So...

    by , 02-04-2014 at 10:28 AM (Fynn's positive life blog)
    I just found out I can mognet myself.

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  9. Irrational fear

    My son is basically the same age my brother was when he died. I've been having bad dreams about something bad happening lately and it is scaring me a little bit. Or a lot. More than it should.

    I don't really know what else to say. I miss him and I'm scared something will happen to him and I'll never see him again or see him grow up and I feel so stuck. I can't seem to get my life straight so that I can take care of him properly. I feel like an awful person.

    My mom tells ...
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  10. Riots look like video games

    The whole central square of Kyiv, Ukraine has been turned into a city of tents. Fires are burning in barrels to keep the people warm, as it's -20C during the day. Food is being handed out by volunteers. Politicians hold speeches on the stage. A big screen is covering the side of a building, providing video of the screen to everyone in the crowd. Having just flown in from Bangkok, I try to find a place to sit down and figure out what exactly is going on.

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    Updated 02-01-2014 at 02:14 AM by kotora

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