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  1. I'd Rather Be Homeless At This Point.

    Very badly right now.

    Are we on our way to Texas?

    Of course not!

    Because my "boyfriend" is a dumbass and thought it'd be a smart idea to get a 4 day pass/plan a trip starting on a day when he -might not get paid-, knowing that payday is usually on Friday and it's been a freak accident that he's been getting paid early the last 2 weeks.

    There is literally zero point in driving 8 ing hrs just to stay for 2 nights.
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  2. Hate Me Now.

    This is actually hard for me to talk about.

    [COLOR=#3E3E3E]I had an abortion.

    I've actually had 2.

    The first one happened during a very difficult time in my life, and yes, I will be woman enough to admit, I don't know who the father was - though there were only 2 possible choices. No I never cheated on my ex or anything like that, but he's the one that paid for it.

    I actually didn't feel bad about that one. I found out I was pregnant early ...
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  3. Get out there project week 1

    Tired of not having any friends and being cooped up in the house, I have started the get out there project. This week it will run from Monday to Friday. Here is what I have planned:

    Monday: 12 am to 1 pm, weight lifting class at the gym. / Meetup group at 7 pm at an Italian restaurant. going to try to meet some new people.

    Tuesday: Go to my previous area of employment and ask a nice former coworker if he wants to hang out sometime. Go to the park and read a book.
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  4. Grandpa

    My grandfather has died. He was 98 years old. I honestly thought I have prepared for it, but I still cried. This sort of thing does not happen to me. I do not cry at death. Not since I embarrassed myself when I was ten at my great grandmother's funeral. Boy, did I make a scene there.

    I didn't cry when my grandma died. She died at her home. Several family members showed up. She was lying there. I could only see her face since her body was covered with blankets and her head was covered ...
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  5. Workout log: week 1

    I've been back to the gym for a little while now, but have been busy lately so I haven't been as consistent as I'd like. Figured starting a workout log might help to keep me on track to get there at least 3 days a week. Anyone who wants can feel free to post their workouts for the week in the comments as well if they want to partner up to keep each other motivated.

    One thing which I won't post every single time is the warmup we do. We always warm up before starting strength work at ...
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  6. Rob is meeting the parents tomorrow

    lololololololol


    say goodbye to denmark, everyone
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  7. What's up, shion?

    I assume everyone here wants to know whats going on in my personal life right now. Actually that's not true but I feel like blogging so deal with it!!

    So I had a job interview for a job I really really want yesterday. Reasons:
    -It's in sales. My training is in sales and it's the field I want to go into.
    -It's for Nielson, the company that does TV ratings, so I know its reputable.
    -They would give me a phone and a laptop and a GPS. This is good news because my phone ...
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  8. A Day in Your Life

    :D
    [url]http://governmentisgood.com/articles.php?aid=1[/url]

    [I]6:30 a.m. You are awakened by your clock radio. You know it is actually 6:30 because the National Institute of Standards and Technology keeps the official time. And you can listen to your favorite radio station only because the Federal Communications Commission brings organization and coherence to our vast telecommunications system. It ensures, for example, that radio stations do not overlap and that stations signals ...
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  9. Therapy Again?

    Been awhile since I shared something embarrassingly personal with the internet, so if you aren't into that sort of thing, feel free to keep on scrolling.

    A few years ago, I went to go see a therapist (the kind you just talk to--no drugs) because I realized that I had a lot of pent up issues. I was in my mid/latish 20s at the time, and I was letting a lot of personal baggage weigh me down.

    Long story short, I saw the therapist for a year and a half or so and I felt that ...
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  10. Day 2, Dunzo!

    Finished Day 2 of this juice fast.

    The weekend is coming up, quicker than I expected, and my friend Sean is supposed to come over on Saturday. .. One problem though: Jay's account is somehow negative. And we owe Sean a night of drinking 'cuz the server @ the bar effed up the tickets and ran the wrong cards on the wrong checks. So IDK how that's gonna pan out.

    Anywho. So Saturday is definitely gonna be a problem. Cooking dinner, drinking... I can take -1- day off, right? ...
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