All Blog Entries

Been awhile since I shared something embarrassingly personal with the internet, so if you aren't into that sort of thing, feel free to keep on scrolling.

A few years ago, I went to go see a therapist (the kind you just talk to--no drugs) because I realized that I had a lot of pent up issues. I was in my mid/latish 20s at the time, and I was letting a lot of personal baggage weigh me down.

Long story short, I saw the therapist for a year and a half or so and I felt that ...

Finished Day 2 of this juice fast.

The weekend is coming up, quicker than I expected, and my friend Sean is supposed to come over on Saturday. .. One problem though: Jay's account is somehow negative. And we owe Sean a night of drinking 'cuz the server @ the bar effed up the tickets and ran the wrong cards on the wrong checks. So IDK how that's gonna pan out.

Anywho. So Saturday is definitely gonna be a problem. Cooking dinner, drinking... I can take -1- day off, right? ...

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew?

A fair few people have asked me why I've taken a week off staff and I can't seem to settle into an answer. There are all kinds of little reasons and none of them are negative towards the staff of EoFF or my relationship with Danielle.

I can understand how people would jump to those conclusions, I suppose, but it's simply not the case for either option. I've not been unhappy with staff, in fact I've been quite happy being on staff and I enjoy it far more often than not. As for Danielle, ...

Parker really wanted to stay one more night, but my sister shot that down.. She starts dance camp this week.

My dude was supposed to come through for me, but he never did. We drove all the way to Antioch (1.5 hr) to go do this and then he just didn't answer his phone. We ended up going to this sports bar and eating. My Friend Sean showed up to watch the game and have a drink with us. I got tanked. I hadn't seen My Sean in like a year. So that was pretty awesome. And then he was like ...

.

i am so happy that i started watching doctor who with my lil bro. we're on s3. no spoilers. it is the best. best. best best best. best best. of the best.

She sat with me on our bed and was helping me fold clothes and said, "Mommy... Do you think Poppy (my Dad) would like to have a surprise party for his birthday? I want to have a party for him and bake a cake with Gram for him!"

She found a picture of my dad holding her when she was little and asked if we could get a frame for it to give him and asked if she could pick out a card.

So we called my mom and P told her what she wanted to do. We'll be going that way ...

My boyfriend works with his father and sometimes watching them makes me wonder about when my son will be an adult. I don't want to be one of those parents that treats him like a kid when he isn't anymore. But it must be weird when you're used to him being a small baby or a small child, dependent on you, to not really needing you anymore. I will have changed his diapers, and breastfed him, rocked him to sleep, fed him his first bites, watched him start walking and talking, and one day he will be ...

Yep. My Dad is the big 6-4 today.

I called him to say Happy Bday and congratulated him on making it through another year and living to see another age/birthday whatever.

And then I reminded him that next year, his birthday'll be Friday the 13th. And he says that's always his lucky birthdays/days in general. It's my Grandfather who had bad luck every year on a Friday the 13th. Legit.

So we talked for awhile and I told him that Jay & I would be coming to ...