No. Not anymore.

I had my very best friend since age 12 and no matter where Life took us, we always found each other again and it was always the same.

I saw her for the first time in... Oh god... We saw each other Uhm. I think 2 years ago. I honestly can't remember. I know my ex didn't go with us to my hometown that time. And I met her husband and youngest son for the first time ... Before that, I hadn't seen her since like 04/05.

She lost her husband in a terrible accident. I'd sent her my number way before when I moved to Texas and sent her msgs on FB via my moms account and no response. After her husband died, I added her to -my- account and she accepted, but deleted the post I put on her wall and never responded to anything I sent her (though she responded to my mom with no problem). So, I made the decision to just block her.

I have no connections to anyone in my past and I don't care to. I don't care what those assholes are doing now and I also have no reason to ever go back to my hometown. I have too much to worry about in the present and future to worry about the past.