not at all. im fat and not proud of it, so i guess ive been reckless with the cheeseburgers. im not emotionally unavailable either, i just smurfed up as a younger person in interpersonal relationships and lost a few friends because of my ignorance and arrogance. i hope my original post didnt sound like a humblebrag because it certainly wasnt. ur making me sound like a smurfing incel or something. fml. i just meant that im 30+ and never broken a bone or done an extreme sport and wish i could have done things differently with my school buds.