For a long time, I had to keep EoFF a secret. I mean, there were times I simply couldn't control my urges, and I logged on in the middle of the day and make sure to minimize it very often incase someone looked at the computer.

It wasn't until 2 years ago when I was browsing in the middle of the day whilst home alone and all of a sudden, I had to use the restroom, left the screen up, and my grandfather came home. I heard him screaming my name at the top of his lungs and I ran downstairs knowing exactly what was wrong. I tried to explain that I just couldn't help myself, and he said nonsense. He told me that not even grown men look at such things like EoFF, and that i was a heathen and that he could never accept such things in his house. He threatened to take my computer, I threatened to run away, and then finally, I moved to college where it turns out that my peers really understood and didn't judge. And when I came home, I explained that I was a grown boy now and could look at whatever I wanted on the www, however, out of respect, and because i have a laptop, i make sure he's not around.