When I went to college I started dating a girl who was Selphie in a real person. I smurfed it all up. Every time I see Selphie (my fave character from any game ever) I'm reminded of her. I have a perfect girlfriend and two wonderful kids all of whom i would give the world for but I just cant forget Selphie. I cant help thinking what if. She used to do silly Selphie poses for me. She became a really good friend. We went to London for the weekend with our college and I got really drunk. I ended up smoking something I shouldnt have and well.... I got kicked out of college and Selphie... I havent seen her for years. She was an amazing person and while I'm typing this I am missing the hell out of her. She was the kind of girl I wish I'd never dated because god I've paused i don't know if I can carry on typing. I've got to for me. Well if I'd not dated her we might still be friends which was and I suppose still is what I always wanted. I'm not telling the entire truth here and as i type it's killing me. God i loved her. I still do. As im typing this my girlfriend who I love more than life itself is watching me but I cant stop myself. I dont care. I miss her. I just want to be friends again with her. As I said before I wasn't telling the whole story.... Look don't judge me, what i'm telling you happened and I'm sorry. It shouldnt have but it did. I was arguing with a lad (nothing to do with Selphie) and as far as I "was" concerned done the right thing, I walked away. Ended up getting drunk with some randoms. A fight started out between my college friends and the randoms I was drinking with. I sided with the randoms because they were in the right, a move which surprised all my college friends. The randoms were from Germany and my friends English, An international rivalry which shouldn't exist but none the less does. A lot of fights broke out
and I was without a side. I found myself fighting friends and the germans. No one was sure if they could trust me so I ended up fighting with everyone. Someone came up behind me and I punched out. It was Selphie. My best friend and someone I loved. I didn't know what to do so I hid with the Germans and got caught smoking stuff I shouldn't have been smoking. I got kicked out of college and lost the best friend I ever had. I've never told anyone about this before and it feels good to get it off my chest. But god do I miss her. I'm sorry this post was supposed to be light hearted but once I started typing I just couldn't stop. I'm not sure if this post is even in the right thread but I just had to tell someone. I normally end my posts with the moogle thing but not this one. I'm sorry if anyone feels offended by this post but well I dont need critiscism and I'm not posting for anyone to jump on my back for a mistake I've made. I'm sorry for what I've done.