no i cant believe it say it isnt soOriginally Posted by ToriJ
no i cant believe it say it isnt so
I'm worried about my future.
I don't know if I'll get a decent job or I'll be successful, living on my own and stuff...
I really want to make friends at school but I'm worried no one will want to be my friend, especially since I am fat. I know it's silly, especially considering everyday I see a ton of people much much bigger than I am, but my brain has convinced me no one wants to be friends with someone my size.
Speaking of, I want to join clubs in college but I don't know if people actually do that and if there will be other people. I hate being like 1 of 2 or 3 people in something and I'm worried that will happen.
I'm even more worried that going to school will be a huge waste of time and money because I could actually have a job that allows me to do good and my life doesn't usually let me get stuff like that. I feel like I have terrible luck sometimes, although on the whole my life has greatly improved.
While I have trimmed up some, it hasn't made me happy, but rather very anxious. Everything I do know makes me paranoid I'm going to put the weight back on. Missing a workout, eating more than usual, having a dessert. I get very paranoid about it and everyday I worry I've undone all of my progress.
I really want to write my fantasy novel but I took a long break from it and reading my own writing makes me cry for some reason. I have to do it though in order to remember where I was. I also worry that it's stupid.
I have a mild chapstick addiction. I NEED to put it on before bed or my lips start burning. I don't need it any other time, and my lips can be 100% fine. But if I climb in to bed, they start burning right on cue.
Don't worry Pumpkin - everything will be fine, if you'll do your best and you won't give up.
Trust me, that's my way of living. :P
I wish you all the best! ^^
Last edited by Zanmato; 07-06-2015 at 05:12 AM.
Ummm Pumkin, I'm your friend and I could care less how big a friend of mine is. I'm not friends with someone because of how they look, it's how their heart is that I choose my friends.
For that video speech I made I only had one less beer as indicated by the alcohol seen in it.
Also, I have a crush on everyone on this forum. So many great looking guys!
I think that many of us are guilty of this - having been doing so well but then 'slipping up' - but you have to let it go. Losing weight properly is a slow and steady process. As hard as it is you have to try not to think of it as slipping up because then you just start to feel negative and you'll want to work out less, or you'll think "well I've already slipped up I'll just eat the WHOLE CAKE" you know? So just allow yourself to do this - it's completely normal and we can't have the perfect fitness/healthy eating regime 100% of the time! Try not to be so hard on yourself because if you are you'll stop seeing your progress
Sorry guys, wasn't trying to get too heavy! But I do appreciate the support from everyone. I realize they're mostly silly things
Umm here's a more lighthearted one, I would be the worst slob if I lived alone. When sharky goes out of town for a few days there's clothes everywhere (except on me), dishes everywhere, cheetos galore.
Oh honey, that's just bachelor/Bachelorette life
Fixed
Now I really want to be a bird.
I had a dream last night that my butt engulfed my entire body. So it was a good dream.
Just took a super sexy just finished a shower before nightshift selfie for the selfie thread, but didn't post it due to it being to racy. It's not bad or anything, and ment as a joke shot but I backed out.
Post it!
Ok, I'll post it.
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