noxious.sunshine

I finally blocked my ex's number last night. I just can't deal with his shiz anymore. He thought it'd be cool to send me a picture of himself and I told him -again-, that I'm tired of him pulling this stuff with me and disrespecting me and thinking he can continue to treat me like shiz.

So then he sends me a picture of this girl he says he's dating that's also a teacher. LMAO... First of all, she has tattoos -everywhere- (which he's always said is a major turn off for him) that could possibly be visible, so there's no way she's a teacher. She might work in a restaurant that requires showing off what you got as part of the dress code.. Or a strip club. Whatever. But a teacher, she definitely is -not-. That's -if- he even actually knows this girl (I looked at his Facebook account and she's nowhere on his friends list, so I'm almost positive he's lying). I'm almost determined to find a way to hack into his phone remotely and go through his text messages though. I'm sure there's a way to do it.

But anywho. So of course, sending those pics and rubbing it all in my face got to me, as usual, and I called him to tell him to off.. And he's like "Yeah she's hot. She's so much better than you" and I'm like "Good! Leave me the alone and go bang her already! If she's so much better than me and so much prettier, then why the hell do you insist on texting me non stop?" Which... Yeah, she might be in good shape, but she's kind of a butter face.

IDK. To shorten the story, I just told him I hate him, I never want to see or hear from him again, I'm tired of crying and being mad and hurt and upset and stressed out over him. And then he tried to say that him and that girl were just friends with benefits, he can do whatever he wants, he wants to be friends and never meant to hurt me. And I was like "Yeaaaaahhhh too late for that. 1.) Friends don't do things like that to other friends. 2.) I told you a long time ago that I -never- stay friends with exes after we break up and after everything you've put me through, I -definitely- don't want to be anything close to the word "friends" with you.".

And I blocked his number.

Anywho, what else? Oh. Looks like moving is gonna get pushed back. I'm not happy about it at all. I sent our roommate a message on FB and asked him if he would mind sending us some money to help pay for us to find a place, get moved, and pay rent since we're essentially holding a place for him. And all he said was "Don't stress about it, I'll be home sooner than you think and it'll get worked out." ... Yet Jay told me last night that Cam (roomie) is supposed to send us a debit card to one of his other accounts to help out with rent and stuff.

Ummmm.. I'm not waiting 'till ing -Chistmas- or later to move. Like I want to move like next month. Jay is getting like a bunch 1/2 days starting on like Thursday or Friday since his company is getting deployed at the end of Summer (they let you get off at like 2 p.m. so that you can have time to get paperwork and any other like arrangements for whatever taken care of). We're planning to start looking at houses like maybe next week. I found quite a few on Craigslist that I rather liked and I'm anxious to get started on looking.

ugh. This is frustrating.