noxious.sunshine

For all of the amazing messages, comments, and texts that I've gotten from you guys.

You have no idea how much it means to me. I'm very thankful and lucky to have each and every one of you in my life.

xD I expect a lot of sympathy votes for the Ciddies from those who haven't voted yet.

I'm just kidding.

I spoke with my dad for over an hour at 2 a.m. and he's seriously beasting it up right now. There were a few tears, sure, but the majority of our conversation was very light hearted and just over all good. He's my hero and if he's being so strong and brave through all of this, then I should be too.

I know he has regrets. He said "I can't stop thinking about what I could've done different to make her life easier"...

I have my own, too, of course. The last conversation I had with her didn't end well.

But... I'm on my way to Texas now, and BJ is letting me have the laptop, so there's that...

but again, thanks so much guys.... I love you all.