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  1. Apropos of nothing

    Alas, poor eunuch! I knew him well, Fellatio; a fellow of infinite jizz.
  2. A Little Faith

    Old musings that haunt me until today.


    The human condition is quite an ironic thing, donít you think?

    When no one claims your heart, youíd do anything short of flinging it to the next person who crosses your path. When someone wants it, you keep under lock and key, shoved to where it can never be found without your consent.

    The fear of pain is a scary thing but the want of love is something else entirely.

    Iím ...
  3. Bipolar?

    Do you think it's possible I am? Just popped into my head, so I thought I'd asked.

    Also, if you are reading this, I want you to know that I love you to the moon and back a million billion times.
  4. Watching movies and stuff

    So I just came back from the cinema after watching (happening to watch by losing to majority rule) [I]The Perks of Being a Wallflower. [/I]It is okay. Maybe a bit annoying in some parts. The Donnie Darko-esque lead was probably the best actor, though the character had that thing of being written as unpopular and a bit miserable, but also being shown as attractive and not really noticeably weird (at first glance). I usually find that when there isn't enough depth to a character to make them likeable ...
  5. Laziness

    So, since my last update I have:

    a) Gotten nothing done on the Tactics journals, let alone got started on the Tierkreis ones

    b) Written 0 words for the Vana'diel Chronicles

    c) Come up with nothing for a new EoFF Audio Intro.

    I have, however, played a lot of STO and worked hard at my actual job.
    Video Games , Personal Life
  6. I've failed yet again.

    Okay I'll give you the quick story.

    1] i liked a girl
    2] I thought she liked me back
    3] However I let time pass
    4] Then stuff got busy, and a panic attack hit me
    4] I was in the middle of asking her out.....
    And then realized she was never in to me
    and felt worthless and stupid!
    (She's a friend too, now I fear interacting ever with her)

    This triggered an all time low in the depression scale for me. Although I could be relying on recent
    Personal Life
  7. Chicken Nuggets

    Today I went to Jack in the Box for lunch because my coworker had a coupon for chicken nuggets. I ordered 20 pieces and ate them with buffalo sauce and barbeque sauce. They were okay. The nuggets were flat, like someone sat on them. I like my chicken nuggets fluffy.
  8. A story we can all agree with


    ...unless you are against the initiation of force for any reason, or believe this to be illegitimate force:

    Irving Fisher thought credit cycles led to an unhealthy concentration of wealth. He saw it with his own eyes in the early 1930s as creditors foreclosed on destitute farmers, seizing their land or buying it for a pittance at the bottom of the cycle.

    The farmers found a way of defending themselves in the end. They muscled together at "one ...
  9. Dogs

    Dogs are verry handy in multiple ways .. so i have found out.

    - i get more outside (even if its just for a small walk)
    - i meet alot of ppl, becaus my dog want to sniff other dogs (my dog doesnt play anymore :o he finds himself to mature for that :P)
    - i now enjoy walking in the woods. i clearly remember the times when i absolutely hated to go for a walk in the woods with my parents, and they had to dragg me.
    - You can lose some weight while walking the dog. im not ...

    Updated 10-22-2012 at 12:48 AM by Shaibana

  10. What it means to be an EoFFer

    by , 10-21-2012 at 07:15 PM (Formalhaut: Moonlighting)
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    You might not know me much, but I've been an EoFFer here since 2007. That seems like a world away, and I've matured plenty since I called myself "Balthier Rocks"

    Seriously, that's just an awful name.

    Anyway, due to unforeseen circumstances, I was torn away from my laptop for over a year, and during that time, I completely forgot all about EoFF. It's not that I didn't care for it, during my time as Balthier Rocks ...

    Updated 01-07-2013 at 12:11 AM by Formalhaut

    Eyes on Final Fantasy , EoFF Commemoration , Internet